Sugar is 93 mg/dl Perfect level of sugar.
Lastly sugar run too high, uncontrolled. It all the time was above 150 mg/dl fasting, and even over 200 mg/dl. One day it was even 302 mg/dl, fasting. I do feel very bad my heart. The swelling increased. More water sacks on legs and back. Still weight does not go over 340 pounds. It was 360 pounds, and after it dropped it still down to 20 pounds, regardless of all sugar rises and drops. Today looks like crisis is over for awhile, and I can be a little bit more convenient in my life.
I am thinking, why people are so cruel? What make them so happy to abuse us? Do we done something bad for anyone? Not at all. But it looks like it is duty of every one to bark on old and ill. Of cause, no one would do it if one feel that it can lead to consequences. But it is only we who suffer with all that abuse, and general population even think they do good job to encourage us to behave in healthy way. One day or another every one would get sick. This is our life. We live, we die, regardless of our behavior or life style practice. One day every one will have this experience, to be ill, temporary or fatal. And now just put yourself into my shoe. There is no one medicine for you, even this medicine is already developed and have very good healing properties. Not at all. One have to practice healthy life style even one is in deepest possible pain and suffering. Think about it before you start your barking practice.
All our media and Medical Care propaganda based on abuse that diabetics type 2 done it for themselves. We are careless, lazy, over-eaters, and this is why we are ill, fatally ill when we left untreated. It is presented that if we do work out and do not eat then we will not have diabetes type 2. It would be reversed. There are many new words developed how to address to our medical condition. It is even not medical condition, according to Medical Care propaganda and brain washing. It is our mental statue, our behavior misconduct. We are not disciplined, must be educated. And then after many years when millions of us already lost lives, medical care present, they lead us in wrong direction, they were wrong to educate us in the way they did, and now they present we have to do it differently. Is this really way to go? What would they say after another 40 years?
Really I do not care. If I do trust in all what published or said then I will not see the outcome. So, I do trust in no one.
Two weeks ago my man and I went to Metropolitan Opera. We were late, and doors were closed. There is no one seat for me, no one. I could not take my breath, needed to take seat right away. No seat. Highly educated and very professional staff forced me out of house very professionally. They all pretended, they will help me. Really? How? They saw me as a doll, show me way to go, and I was not able to take this way. Did anyone saw it? No one. There were wheelchairs and I could take anyone of them and take my rest, keep breathing. No seat for me. I even was not allowed to stand, must move. No one could see, I hardly breath. I finally walked away and they left me alone. No one take care to notify my man where I am.
It was two weeks ago. Still today it is pain, emotional pain. Happily, physical pain gone. Even sugar in blood went down back to normal.
Do not pretend to be 'developed country'. We still barbarians. We live lives of wild animals when sick and weak lost lives in food chain. The same as wild animals we are eaten by human society. Our sweet blood carry high profit, and every one try to get it in one way or another.
Lastly sugar run too high, uncontrolled. It all the time was above 150 mg/dl fasting, and even over 200 mg/dl. One day it was even 302 mg/dl, fasting. I do feel very bad my heart. The swelling increased. More water sacks on legs and back. Still weight does not go over 340 pounds. It was 360 pounds, and after it dropped it still down to 20 pounds, regardless of all sugar rises and drops. Today looks like crisis is over for awhile, and I can be a little bit more convenient in my life.
I am thinking, why people are so cruel? What make them so happy to abuse us? Do we done something bad for anyone? Not at all. But it looks like it is duty of every one to bark on old and ill. Of cause, no one would do it if one feel that it can lead to consequences. But it is only we who suffer with all that abuse, and general population even think they do good job to encourage us to behave in healthy way. One day or another every one would get sick. This is our life. We live, we die, regardless of our behavior or life style practice. One day every one will have this experience, to be ill, temporary or fatal. And now just put yourself into my shoe. There is no one medicine for you, even this medicine is already developed and have very good healing properties. Not at all. One have to practice healthy life style even one is in deepest possible pain and suffering. Think about it before you start your barking practice.
All our media and Medical Care propaganda based on abuse that diabetics type 2 done it for themselves. We are careless, lazy, over-eaters, and this is why we are ill, fatally ill when we left untreated. It is presented that if we do work out and do not eat then we will not have diabetes type 2. It would be reversed. There are many new words developed how to address to our medical condition. It is even not medical condition, according to Medical Care propaganda and brain washing. It is our mental statue, our behavior misconduct. We are not disciplined, must be educated. And then after many years when millions of us already lost lives, medical care present, they lead us in wrong direction, they were wrong to educate us in the way they did, and now they present we have to do it differently. Is this really way to go? What would they say after another 40 years?
Really I do not care. If I do trust in all what published or said then I will not see the outcome. So, I do trust in no one.
Two weeks ago my man and I went to Metropolitan Opera. We were late, and doors were closed. There is no one seat for me, no one. I could not take my breath, needed to take seat right away. No seat. Highly educated and very professional staff forced me out of house very professionally. They all pretended, they will help me. Really? How? They saw me as a doll, show me way to go, and I was not able to take this way. Did anyone saw it? No one. There were wheelchairs and I could take anyone of them and take my rest, keep breathing. No seat for me. I even was not allowed to stand, must move. No one could see, I hardly breath. I finally walked away and they left me alone. No one take care to notify my man where I am.
It was two weeks ago. Still today it is pain, emotional pain. Happily, physical pain gone. Even sugar in blood went down back to normal.
Do not pretend to be 'developed country'. We still barbarians. We live lives of wild animals when sick and weak lost lives in food chain. The same as wild animals we are eaten by human society. Our sweet blood carry high profit, and every one try to get it in one way or another.
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