I feel I am very sick. Today blood sugar is 129 mg/dl, nice blood sugar level. Yesterday it was 278 units of insulin. It is high dose, very high. Lastly I did not take so high dose. I posted that dose of insulin dropped. Now it going up and up. I hardly able to curb it.
Also there is another problem. Level of sugar going up to over 200 mg/dl, fasting. Then it drop below 70 mg/dl, the next day. It is only possible when I am getting worse rather then recovery. I try to treat all my health problems with one medicine, insulin. Of cause I take another medicine for heart, BP, Excedrin, Nitrostat. This medicine is in constant dose, regardless how do I feel. Insulin is different. Dose of insulin in constant change.
As I said, I do not feel good. Really I am very ill right now. Headache and heart. With every move I am out of breath. I am hardly able to move around apartment. Most time I try to get some sleep. It helps a little.
Looks like soon I would be not able to go out from my home. I even would not be able to go to my car, parked right in back door. Feel so weak, so ill.
In many medical education there is what I have to do. They all do not see, we are ill people. Not at all. They see, I am fat, obese, eat too much, and all what I do deserve just mocking, barking , bulling, abusing. In this case I would ashamed myself, lose weight, and reverse diabetes type 2. Usually it works perfectly. Our mortality is highest then any other health conditions. We die because of sugar high or low, because of our heart not able to work properly, or because of our lungs have no energy to push air through our bodies, or because of our liver no longer able to clean our blood. The cause of deaths has no importance.
Also there is another problem. Level of sugar going up to over 200 mg/dl, fasting. Then it drop below 70 mg/dl, the next day. It is only possible when I am getting worse rather then recovery. I try to treat all my health problems with one medicine, insulin. Of cause I take another medicine for heart, BP, Excedrin, Nitrostat. This medicine is in constant dose, regardless how do I feel. Insulin is different. Dose of insulin in constant change.
As I said, I do not feel good. Really I am very ill right now. Headache and heart. With every move I am out of breath. I am hardly able to move around apartment. Most time I try to get some sleep. It helps a little.
Looks like soon I would be not able to go out from my home. I even would not be able to go to my car, parked right in back door. Feel so weak, so ill.
In many medical education there is what I have to do. They all do not see, we are ill people. Not at all. They see, I am fat, obese, eat too much, and all what I do deserve just mocking, barking , bulling, abusing. In this case I would ashamed myself, lose weight, and reverse diabetes type 2. Usually it works perfectly. Our mortality is highest then any other health conditions. We die because of sugar high or low, because of our heart not able to work properly, or because of our lungs have no energy to push air through our bodies, or because of our liver no longer able to clean our blood. The cause of deaths has no importance.
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