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Monday, 24 April 2017

Day-by-Day. April 24, 2017

Sugar is 95 mg/dl.
 Right now I took 67 units of Lantus Solo Star.
       Also I take a huge number of Excedrin. I still do not have blood thinner, only Plavix 79 mg  a day. It is not enough, so my wounds still leaking, and there is no end for this complication. Now I took another way. I started to take Excedrin in big quantities. Excedrin is the same as blood thinner, but it does not work to prevent heart attacks and strokes. What really would prevent that complications? If there is something available, I still do not have it.
     I do not give any advice to any one. It is only one I repeat all the time, use your own brain, and keep it as clean as you can without being washed. Does my way work for someone else? How do I know it? I do not. And I have no one attention to get this info. All what I want, just survive, and have my life. No any education to anyone.
      So, I take big number of Excedrin right now. Excedrin helped me many many times. I take it about 20 years by now. I do not have addiction to Excedrin. I do not take it when I do not have pain, headache. Headache come when clot is formed, and it start to block blood supplu. In this time I hardly able to breath, very short in breath, cannot walk out of home. Even trip around home is long hike. I do have places to seat all around where I can be. Usually it is important to set when someone ring to door. So, there is plastic chair. We use this chairs on camp, more then 5 years by now. Still good and works well.
      Now it is two month till wounds started to develop. They still leaking. Yellow liquid run out of opened wounds on my leg, left one, and run down to the foot. All leg without skin. Skin melted. Without proper care flesh would melt too. Then it is amputation. In one post someone posted how he come to medical clinic and doctor said they will amputate his leg right now. My Goodness, why people so cruel! Why he spread this stupid fake? 
       My case closed. There is no wound care supply, never was, never will be. I left for myself. I have to fight to still alive. I wonder, did I do something wrong? I have to accept what I was told, and follow doctors and nurse directions. DO I? If I do what it would be?
      In hospital I did have no choice by be under these directions, and what? Did I get better? Not at all. If I follow these directions what would be the next? Sugar will out of any control, and I would not be able to survive. It is like snow ball, more and more uncontrolled complications will follow. Do I really need them? I do not think so.
      So today I take countless number of Excedrin, and try to survive. At least we can have our old  t-shirts to be cut into long bandage. Probably I would be able to stop this complication, and finally water will go out in traditional way. At least right now it is not so painful, does not looks like I got cold, or infection in urinary tract. Also output increased a little bit. It is not so miserable as it was all this time. It is almost normal.
      Many times i was suggested to take diuretics. I refuse. I do know very well, it is not medicine which will help me to survive. well, probably I will lose weight, and I do not care for this benefits. I am looking in long term. So, despite very severe edema I still out of diuretics. Today lungs are less noisy then usual.  Also I can walk, and it is even not so painful.
      We can see many obese people with very fatty part of the body hung on out like fatty sacks. What we do think, it is fat. Partially, yes, it is fat. But it is water, diabetics type 2 water retention. It was noted long time before our medical outcry that diabetes type 2 caused by obesity. Diabetics type 2 cannot stop to make water, and this water does not go out in traditional way. So, it hang out in big sacks, and stay.
       If one is so interested one can check up, what is the treatment options for diabetic type 2 to prevent kidney failure? Diuretics. Diuretics is part of treatment for kidney failure, heart failure, BP, high blood sugar, and so so on. It is short way to line in  Death Row, regardless it is MI. Stroke, or any other complications. There is no other options to prevent kidney from being damaged. If I am wrong then why this medicine is out of my list? I wish I do have it.
      I do not see any way to stop wounds from being developed. I need blood thinner, and doctors refuse to Rx it. Every time I am in hospital I do have Heparin. It works for me very well, and I am free from headache. Also wounds started to get dry. After I was discharged from hospital there is no blood thinners. Wounds started to leak, and headache returned. Together with chest pain.
      In discharge papers there is direction that if I do have ... I have to call 911, or return to ER. Sorry, I was discharged in this condition, so what is new after discharge? Nothing.
      Right now I think I have to return to ER. But really, what it would be looks like?

No hope. No way to go.


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