I got home aide. One day, 4 hours. I am done with this aide. In the morning I asked if she would please do laundry. I cannot do it by myself, and my man is really very busy now. Two times a day he changes dressing. It takes more then an hour every time. He must clean up all after job done and I am put in bed. I am so weak, not capable to do anything, even worm meal for myself. all is left on him. So, I would happy to take some burden out of his shoulders. Home aide ... well, she said she cannot do it because of ... I did not get why still there is no laundry done.
After morning meal she asked me if she can go for a walk. Well, what can I say? Of cause she could go. Two next times she did not ask about, just left the house. For me trip to open door is long trip. My left leg is in severe pain, and most time I sit behind the desk or spend in my bed, try to keep leg elevated. I count every door ring, every phone call. Now I had to serve my aid to open door for her. It was nice of her she did not demand I take her for a walk.
Does not matter what I asked or said, she all the time answered: "HO!" What does it mean? She said, she would do it. Do what? She even did not listen what to do.
After she finally left and my man come back I told him what help I did get. Do I really need this help? Not at all. So, I called off this service.
Visiting nurse come to visit. I hoped she would change dressing. "No. It is not in my task for today." I do not have supply, I said. "If you do not have supply, how I suppose to change your dressings?"
Now the question is, why do I need this service? Why she is in my home? What is her business in my home? But remember, there are price how much diabetics cost to society. My Goodness! It is better to say, how diabetics abused by society. How our pain and suffering used to benefit all the members of society, but not us.
There is physio therapist also called. He is nice man. But there is too much pain. I am not able to walk, do any work out. Why I need this service? I do not. But to open door, to even take care for this visit is too much work for me to do. It is all the time taken for granted, we do not do activities. We simple very very lazy. OK, I take it. Just please, do not push me to work too hard to benefit to anyone.
Right now it was call from Visiting Nurse. She is going to come. I said, thanks, but please do not come. I do not need this service. Really, why do I need this service? I do understand, she needs it, it is her living. Why do I need it? I do not.
Yesterday I had Wound Care clinic. It was good service. But my leg was in such great pain. After we returned home my man took off dressing from left leg. Both legs were put under de-compressing dressing. Right leg is perfect. Left leg is such great pain, I felt as fainting. It was very very cold. I could not get worm. All leg was wet. So, we took off dressing.
Now it is morning. Right leg is great. Left leg does not have pain as it was yesterday. I have to call to wound care clinic. Maybe they will put dressing back. Maybe I would be able to tolerate it now. Maybe water would finally go out and skin from my wounds would stop to go away. I need this clinic. They had done good job once, so they will do it again. Also they are very nice, friendly.
My blood sugar is pretty good. The dose of insulin does not go up. The matter of fact, probably it started to drop a little bit. Yesterday lungs sounded. Today I breath easy, no sound. Probably water started to go out somehow.
After morning meal she asked me if she can go for a walk. Well, what can I say? Of cause she could go. Two next times she did not ask about, just left the house. For me trip to open door is long trip. My left leg is in severe pain, and most time I sit behind the desk or spend in my bed, try to keep leg elevated. I count every door ring, every phone call. Now I had to serve my aid to open door for her. It was nice of her she did not demand I take her for a walk.
Does not matter what I asked or said, she all the time answered: "HO!" What does it mean? She said, she would do it. Do what? She even did not listen what to do.
After she finally left and my man come back I told him what help I did get. Do I really need this help? Not at all. So, I called off this service.
Visiting nurse come to visit. I hoped she would change dressing. "No. It is not in my task for today." I do not have supply, I said. "If you do not have supply, how I suppose to change your dressings?"
Now the question is, why do I need this service? Why she is in my home? What is her business in my home? But remember, there are price how much diabetics cost to society. My Goodness! It is better to say, how diabetics abused by society. How our pain and suffering used to benefit all the members of society, but not us.
There is physio therapist also called. He is nice man. But there is too much pain. I am not able to walk, do any work out. Why I need this service? I do not. But to open door, to even take care for this visit is too much work for me to do. It is all the time taken for granted, we do not do activities. We simple very very lazy. OK, I take it. Just please, do not push me to work too hard to benefit to anyone.
Right now it was call from Visiting Nurse. She is going to come. I said, thanks, but please do not come. I do not need this service. Really, why do I need this service? I do understand, she needs it, it is her living. Why do I need it? I do not.
Yesterday I had Wound Care clinic. It was good service. But my leg was in such great pain. After we returned home my man took off dressing from left leg. Both legs were put under de-compressing dressing. Right leg is perfect. Left leg is such great pain, I felt as fainting. It was very very cold. I could not get worm. All leg was wet. So, we took off dressing.
Now it is morning. Right leg is great. Left leg does not have pain as it was yesterday. I have to call to wound care clinic. Maybe they will put dressing back. Maybe I would be able to tolerate it now. Maybe water would finally go out and skin from my wounds would stop to go away. I need this clinic. They had done good job once, so they will do it again. Also they are very nice, friendly.
My blood sugar is pretty good. The dose of insulin does not go up. The matter of fact, probably it started to drop a little bit. Yesterday lungs sounded. Today I breath easy, no sound. Probably water started to go out somehow.
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