Wounds & Healing. Day-by-Day. April 17, 2017

 Today my man took off wrap, and cleaned all wounds on my left leg. It still very bad. Also it is very painful. I do not have supply for wounds dressing. Nurse promised she sent Rx and I will have delivery supply to my home. Delivery never come. Another nurse come and refused to change dressing.
"If you do not have supply then how I suppose to do dressing"? Then the question is, why you come to my home? Just to collect money. I do not need your collection. My man can do dressing, but really, I need surgical supply.

 For me on the picture wounds looks much better. But it takes time to heal. In hospital it was diagnosed I do have infection. I do not have it now, and I did not have it when I went to hospital. It is very severe water retention. With decompressing wrap water started to go out, right leg is much better now. At least it does not develop a new wounds. Probably I will have some supply to do decompression at home, so I can protect my legs.
      In any case. I need this treatment to thrombosis, and I do have nothing. The same as for kidney. In spite that diabetics do have very severe kidney complications, there is not too much pharmacy able to suggest. It is Diuretics, to speed the kidney killing. It is kidney transplant, a lot of suffering, but very miserable result. And it is dialysis.  Myself, I try to stay out of all of those treatments. I would happy to take Diovan, but there is no Rx for this medicine for me.
Also as I do think, Coumadin would be beneficial for me. Still, I am not able to convince doctors I need this medicine. They simple refuse to Rx it. They insist, I do not meet requirements. Really? Which one? I am 65 y.o. I do have history of MI, do have CVD, have history of stroke. And I am diabetic with very high blood sugar level when diabetes is out of control. All are requirements to use blood thinners. Still, I do not have it.

 The back of left leg is very very painful. I cannot take simple tough. Extreme pain. Looks like back would  take longer time to heal.In total, the healing going well, but too slow. All the rest of my life still the same. Nothing interesting to post. I understand, my legs are far away from being beautiful to show it to the all internet. I do not show my legs. I show wounds, diabetic type 2 wounds, result of poor blood circulation. Not every one of us do know it very well, how other diabetics type 2 looks like when we progress to the deeper state of our disease.

It is all the time presented, diabetes type 2 is the blood sugar which can be easy controlled with diet and proper work out. No one even think, how diabetics type 2 look like in second, third, of final stage of disease.
     I can say, today I do have insulin in the dose I need to inject every day, 300 units day after day. Some days it can be a little bit less. Other days it is more then 300 units. Still, I do have this supply, and I can control blood sugar level in very tight closer to normal range. Still, regardless of the ability to control blood sugar, my diabetes progress and with time I get worse then better. Sometimes I do have hope I will recovery, just take injections every day, and never skip the shot. In other days I am very very blue, and all is so black, that I am almost ready to give up and cut my fight. In situation like that my man around, and he insist I have to fight for two of us. So, I do, just keep going, like robot.

via Ravenvoron