Sugar is 128 mg/dl.
It is getting down. Looks stress started to go away. Today I do have another clinic, Cardiology. I already was in office of this doctor. He gave me a lot of refers to different tests. I did not go to any of them. OK, I go to testing, and what after? Nothing. Test is done. Money paid by health care company. Now it is time to forget about patient for the next time when insurance company can be billed for this test another time. Did I say how diabetics type 2 profitable?! We can be sent to any testing room, to consult with any specialist, and it is all for our well being, really?
It is interesting now. I got mail from insurance company. They refuse to pay my hospital stay. Now I took a look at why I was in hospital, why I was admitted to the hospital, and what treatment and tests and diagnose I did have. Looks like I had nothing serious. Just a little bit inflammation. So, insurance insists, there were no reason to keep me in hospital. I could be in ED, got some treatment, and sent home. In stead, I was admitted to the hospital. Well, I really simple could not go home. I was not able to walk. My leg was in severe pain, and it was opened wounds all over left leg, with skin which gone, and severe leak from wound. No way I could go home. So, it was reasonable I was admitted to the hospital.
I took another look, and what? Pain 2 out of 10, really? My Goodness! I was in hospital with almost no pain! Every one who walked by looked at my leg, then at me. My leg was unwrapped, opened wounds are covered by mess, skin flesh, yellow liquid, and so on. Dark brown, blue, burgundy, red and pink, you name the color, it was there. One after another nurse come to my bed and injected some medicine. "What is this?" "It is painkillers." The question is, if I do not have pain, why they inject medicine to kill what is not have place to be?
Now why insurance refuse to pay? I am sure there was contact with company before I was admitted and they were agree to pay my stay. So, what is now, why there is conflict? Of cause I do not know what really happened. But in mail it is said, hospital does not do paper work, and there is no right form to prove hospital stay was necessary.
Right now I am back from clinic. I would not say, it was medical clinic. I feel I was in prison, and I had visit to prosecutor. It is in no one way medical clinic, and one is a doctor. All the visit I had to defend myself, and he was abusively acting persecutor. I do not take many medicine right now. I do have allergy to many medicine, and I have no one idea what medicine is it.This medicine given in hospitals, and there is no one record what medicine it was.
So, when I said I do not take Diuretics, I do have allergy to them.
He asked when IO did take this medicine.
"In March, in hospital." - I answered. -" It was very severe rash all over my body".
"There is no such records!" - he is aggressive and very rude.
"Sorry, of cause there is no records. Who will record it. But I do have pictures of my body, all covered by rash. Right after hospital."
"Where are those pictures?"
"On my camera, in my computer, at my home."
It is another interesting point about records. In his record, in February my weight was 272 lbs. Today it is 272 lbs.
"This is all about your records." - I said. - "You put in your record forever you wish, but stull they are fake."
Well, the conversation going on.
"You have to take diuretics. You should not take Excedrin, Isosirbite, and Lisinopril."
"What I suppose to take? Today my BP 181/82. All what help me to fight this BP only Excedrin. Also, if I do not take Isosorbite, I have to take Nitrostsat. It is chest pain, and it is every day."
"You pretend to treat yourself. There is nothing how I can help. You have to take what I said, and follow my orders!"
Well, I am not such guy who follow orders without controlling how it is good for me or bad. I take Excedrin last 20 years, and sometimes in very huge quantities. No bleeding. Not he suggest I have to stop to take Plavix, Excedrin, BP medicine, and replace it with medicine which will finally kill my heart, kidney, or severely increase blood sugar level. Most important, it will not help me to fight edema. Diuretics, the matter of fact, is not recommended for those who has severe edema.
Before I went to clinic I used to take a look at Google Venous Insufficiency disease. The picture is so depressing. I just on the first stage of it. Right now with Coumadin and Insulin probably I would reduce this edema. Also Decompressing wrap and socks are very beneficial.
"No, it is just temporary!: - and he refuse to give Rx to this supply.
"Come back when you would be ready to take treatment. Now there is nothing what I can do for you."
Well, there is nothing he can help me with. Why should I come back, really? I will not take diuretics. I do know this medicine very well. I used to take it, and it never worked for me well. In contrary, Excedrin I take up to last 20 years, in big quantities, as much as 20 a day, and there is no bleeding, no any problem with them. I will not say it is good for every one. It works for me. So, I prefer to keep it in this way. I do not take any painkillers, so there is no way he can put me on narcotics. I need Coumadin. He said "NO!"
On Tuesday there would be Primary Clinic. They all must decide what to do. Cardiologist is part of this team right now. I can buy Excedrin in Costco. I cannot pay for Insulin. It is too expensive.
It is all the time told, we are, diabetics type 2 done it for ourselves. We are ill because of our weight. Every year more then 70,000 American Diabetics type 2 lost lives. Millions lost legs, amputations. Today it can be prevented. All what I need not really too much. But I do not have it. There is no one way to convince medical provider that medicine they Rx is fatal for me. They do not need it to know. They do not suffer, or die in pain. They only collect money. More our pain, better profit for medical Organization. Finally we do not have choice, we will come in one way or another. So much money spent to prevent diabetes. So many Trash Medicine developed to pull money from social resources. Diabetics type 2 are profitable for every one but us. we pay by our lives for society ignorance. And it is we are, who blamed, abused, bulled, mocked. Prove? Well, if one is Drug addict or alcoholic, no one record will mention it. Everyone record show, I am diabetic type 2. With this record in medical file try to get good job. Many of us simple do not go to clinic to get this record into medical file. We need driver license, jobs, education, and we do not want our children have this stane in their records that they have mother or father diabetics.
It is getting down. Looks stress started to go away. Today I do have another clinic, Cardiology. I already was in office of this doctor. He gave me a lot of refers to different tests. I did not go to any of them. OK, I go to testing, and what after? Nothing. Test is done. Money paid by health care company. Now it is time to forget about patient for the next time when insurance company can be billed for this test another time. Did I say how diabetics type 2 profitable?! We can be sent to any testing room, to consult with any specialist, and it is all for our well being, really?
It is interesting now. I got mail from insurance company. They refuse to pay my hospital stay. Now I took a look at why I was in hospital, why I was admitted to the hospital, and what treatment and tests and diagnose I did have. Looks like I had nothing serious. Just a little bit inflammation. So, insurance insists, there were no reason to keep me in hospital. I could be in ED, got some treatment, and sent home. In stead, I was admitted to the hospital. Well, I really simple could not go home. I was not able to walk. My leg was in severe pain, and it was opened wounds all over left leg, with skin which gone, and severe leak from wound. No way I could go home. So, it was reasonable I was admitted to the hospital.
I took another look, and what? Pain 2 out of 10, really? My Goodness! I was in hospital with almost no pain! Every one who walked by looked at my leg, then at me. My leg was unwrapped, opened wounds are covered by mess, skin flesh, yellow liquid, and so on. Dark brown, blue, burgundy, red and pink, you name the color, it was there. One after another nurse come to my bed and injected some medicine. "What is this?" "It is painkillers." The question is, if I do not have pain, why they inject medicine to kill what is not have place to be?
Now why insurance refuse to pay? I am sure there was contact with company before I was admitted and they were agree to pay my stay. So, what is now, why there is conflict? Of cause I do not know what really happened. But in mail it is said, hospital does not do paper work, and there is no right form to prove hospital stay was necessary.
Right now I am back from clinic. I would not say, it was medical clinic. I feel I was in prison, and I had visit to prosecutor. It is in no one way medical clinic, and one is a doctor. All the visit I had to defend myself, and he was abusively acting persecutor. I do not take many medicine right now. I do have allergy to many medicine, and I have no one idea what medicine is it.This medicine given in hospitals, and there is no one record what medicine it was.
So, when I said I do not take Diuretics, I do have allergy to them.
He asked when IO did take this medicine.
"In March, in hospital." - I answered. -" It was very severe rash all over my body".
"There is no such records!" - he is aggressive and very rude.
"Sorry, of cause there is no records. Who will record it. But I do have pictures of my body, all covered by rash. Right after hospital."
"Where are those pictures?"
"On my camera, in my computer, at my home."
It is another interesting point about records. In his record, in February my weight was 272 lbs. Today it is 272 lbs.
"This is all about your records." - I said. - "You put in your record forever you wish, but stull they are fake."
Well, the conversation going on.
"You have to take diuretics. You should not take Excedrin, Isosirbite, and Lisinopril."
"What I suppose to take? Today my BP 181/82. All what help me to fight this BP only Excedrin. Also, if I do not take Isosorbite, I have to take Nitrostsat. It is chest pain, and it is every day."
"You pretend to treat yourself. There is nothing how I can help. You have to take what I said, and follow my orders!"
Well, I am not such guy who follow orders without controlling how it is good for me or bad. I take Excedrin last 20 years, and sometimes in very huge quantities. No bleeding. Not he suggest I have to stop to take Plavix, Excedrin, BP medicine, and replace it with medicine which will finally kill my heart, kidney, or severely increase blood sugar level. Most important, it will not help me to fight edema. Diuretics, the matter of fact, is not recommended for those who has severe edema.
Before I went to clinic I used to take a look at Google Venous Insufficiency disease. The picture is so depressing. I just on the first stage of it. Right now with Coumadin and Insulin probably I would reduce this edema. Also Decompressing wrap and socks are very beneficial.
"No, it is just temporary!: - and he refuse to give Rx to this supply.
"Come back when you would be ready to take treatment. Now there is nothing what I can do for you."
Well, there is nothing he can help me with. Why should I come back, really? I will not take diuretics. I do know this medicine very well. I used to take it, and it never worked for me well. In contrary, Excedrin I take up to last 20 years, in big quantities, as much as 20 a day, and there is no bleeding, no any problem with them. I will not say it is good for every one. It works for me. So, I prefer to keep it in this way. I do not take any painkillers, so there is no way he can put me on narcotics. I need Coumadin. He said "NO!"
On Tuesday there would be Primary Clinic. They all must decide what to do. Cardiologist is part of this team right now. I can buy Excedrin in Costco. I cannot pay for Insulin. It is too expensive.
It is all the time told, we are, diabetics type 2 done it for ourselves. We are ill because of our weight. Every year more then 70,000 American Diabetics type 2 lost lives. Millions lost legs, amputations. Today it can be prevented. All what I need not really too much. But I do not have it. There is no one way to convince medical provider that medicine they Rx is fatal for me. They do not need it to know. They do not suffer, or die in pain. They only collect money. More our pain, better profit for medical Organization. Finally we do not have choice, we will come in one way or another. So much money spent to prevent diabetes. So many Trash Medicine developed to pull money from social resources. Diabetics type 2 are profitable for every one but us. we pay by our lives for society ignorance. And it is we are, who blamed, abused, bulled, mocked. Prove? Well, if one is Drug addict or alcoholic, no one record will mention it. Everyone record show, I am diabetic type 2. With this record in medical file try to get good job. Many of us simple do not go to clinic to get this record into medical file. We need driver license, jobs, education, and we do not want our children have this stane in their records that they have mother or father diabetics.
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