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Monday, 25 September 2017

Dreams and Dream Analysis. Apples in Dream. September 25, 2015

In 1900 Sigmund Freud punished his book analysis of dreams. This opened a new era and today Sigmund Freud considered The Father of Psychiatry. His technique to analyze person's behavior   by looking deep inside down to the early childhood, relationship with father, and childhood memories widely used today in treatment mental disorders, even many psychiatrist do not consider him as a valid as it was in past. One of his famous students, C. G. Jung took his banner. He also developed his own interpretation of dreams and created symbols to analyze dreams. I am not so famous in my writings. Still, I do have my way to study, to analyze, and to use all available sources I can have.
       We all do have dreams. We all wish to know what that dream mean for us. This is why many go to Psychologist to get answers to the question, what does it mean what I saw in my dream. In past there were many fortunate readers. I read that books by C.G.Jung and S. Freud and I do not get the general idea, how they interpreter what someone saw in dream and what does it mean for dreamer. In my opinion, dreams are very private. The same symbol may mean so different to different dreamer.
      Apple, one of the most widely seen fruits in our dreams. Apple is associated with Eden, with Sin, and with forbidden desire. I do remember my dream I had long time ago when I was a student of elementary school. I was ill. There was sort of epidemic and we did not went to school in reason do not spread disease. Time passed, everyone recovered, but not me. I turned worse and worse. I am diabetic. I was born diabetic. I all the time was first to get ill and last to recovery. In this time looks like I was not going to get back to life.
      In my dream I was in garden with apple trees. Apples, big, with shiny red side, all around me. And I am dancing in garden. Happy and free. The sky was very blue. The apples were so bright, so shiny, with one side red and shine. I do not remember what color was another side, red, green, or yellow, but one side was red and very shine. I think I was delirium. I think I just wished to have apple. If it was summer then there would not be problem. It was Winter, very cold and frosty. In plase I lived there were no fresh apples. Old lady next house bring apple pie for me, apple jam, and all what did she have. I did not take it. I needed fresh apple, with red shiny side.
     One eve, in twilight my mother put apple in my hand. I opened my eyes, put my teeth in it, and fall asleep. Now I started to recovery. I did not eat apple, I just hold it in my hand. Of cause I ate all of them when I woke up and started to feel better.
      What about that dream? Was it Sin? Or it was erotic desire? Nothing like that. I wish to have apple because of it was almost not possible to get. It was Winter, cold, snow blizzards, and frosty. There were no fresh  apples. My mother got it from somewhere, even it was way too expensive for her. I come back. She needed me. She loved me.
      We see our dreams in different way. Sometimes it mean nothing, just simple reflection of our passed days. In other time it is messages we better do not ignore. And sometimes  our dreams help us to solve our real life problems. It is really very very personal, private.


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