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Friday, 6 October 2017

Day - by - Day. October 6, 2017

Sugar is 89 mg/dl.
It is perfect sugar. My legs, both of them wrapped in compressing bandage. I have no one idea why? but when I sleep there is pain in both legs. I hardly able to bear it. When I leave the bed, pain goes away. I can sit all day long and there is no pain. But I cannot sleep all night long. I have to go off bed and take rest to get rid of pain.
At the same time I think edema eased, and water slow go away. I do not feel it in weight yet, but it is not so important. It will follow if water will be released. Anyway, I try my best.
      Today I read in e-journal how important gastric bypass surgery to treat diabetes type 2. Good luck with that. I am happy with my stomach how it is by now. I even accepted my big body in scooter, huge, like barrel. What can I do? Nothing. As it was said in very popular movie, just keep watching. When last time we went to Saratoga Spring on the way back home we stopped on rest area. There was farm market. We got two totes of apples, good and fresh and juicy. Now I do have it in my home and I eat these apples every day. It is difficult to buy good apples. these one are good apples, right what I want.
       There is nothing interesting in my life. All as usual. Bore. I watch TV, read books, and sleep a lot. I have to quilt something, but I am so lazy! I cannot start. Usually we presented that we eat without stopping just because of it is bore. I do not see that eating will make me happy. I do not like cook. I did it in past, but not because of I liked it but because of I like my family and I all the time wish my family has all what is healthy and good. So, I all the time cooked by myself, and I did it well. Now there are only two of us, and there is not too much we need. So, I do not cook at all. My man come home and cook as usual, not too much, and as simple as it is possible.
      Another point about food is that right now there is nothing what I want. I really do have all what I want, and it is all the same. Simple no special appetite. Just regular, as every one else, even less. But with my 400 pounds body weight it is not possible to convince MD that it is water, not unhealthy fatty diet. Who is going to believe in that? So, I even do not try. I simple prefer to stay home and be in clinic as less as it is possible. Thanks God and my endo I do have insulin right now.
     They try to find cure for diabetes type 2, really? If cure for any medical condition simple right meal choice then say me, how many of patients would be cured with this type of 'medicine'? Right food for dental pain. Right food for headache. Right food for cancer. This is way to consider to every one. What if you would be treated with right food choice instead of surgery or right medicine? When one got flu, do not rush to clinic. Simple take right food, and every one must know what healthy food to treat flu. Ridiculous. No one take right food. every one takes anti-biotics. Diabetics type 2 have to reverse diabetes, potentially fatal medical condition with healthy life style.
       I do not care what other people think about anything. I do have my choice. This is insulin. It is not any insulin. It is right insulin for me. This is Lantus Solo Star. Only one medicine I take to curb high numbers. This work perfectly for me. As i said, sugar is 89 mg/dl, just perfect sugar.


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