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Wednesday, 25 October 2017

Overnight thinking. October 25, 2017

       As a good student I tried to follow directions teachers or professors gave to us to study subject. Very often I fail. I simple cannot do it because of it is way which leads to fail. So, there is no one way to learn and do good study. I followed someone who educated me. Teaching is very complicated task. One one hand it is very difficult to teach someone and get positive very sufficient learning. On the other hand, it is easy just pretend to teach and in reality know nothing about the subject. It is easy way. No hard work, no responsibility. It is in any time can be presented that teacher tried the best, but student is short mined, so there is nothing what teacher could do.
        In America there are many students that drop out of the school. Why? What is wrong? Is this really true that student not capable to learn, or it is teaching?
       The biggest tragedy in all education system is, that the same person who teaching, responsible to grate of the student. So, in this case there is no one way that student would pass the subject of study, class. Also there is no one way to check up is the teacher deserve paycheck.
      In American System there are three branches or power, President, Senate, and Court. In teaching there is only one power, the power of educator. So, there is no one controlling test for teacher if teacher do know the subject one pretend to teach students. But if in contrary with modern system testing would be separated from teaching then probably American Students would graduate from colleges, and have greater education then they do have in present time. Just separate teaching, and scouring. Make it three branches; Student, teacher, and the educator who test the student level of education. In this case, it would be easy to see if teacher got paid for the job one had done, or it is better to find another professor to teach students.
      
     The same problem as with education happened with our medical treatment. It is insurance company and MD who compromise or just follow own interests. Patient used as tool, and nothing more then tool to carry on  money from one pocket to another. Patient is 100% depended from MD. If MD said, one is not diabetic then one never will be diagnosed with diabetes by this clinic or hospital. If MD said patient does not need insulin then diabetic will have all medicine which easy to kill, but never insulin which will treat and cure. This is system. There are no personal responsibility for the job one is doing.
      We all do know very well that our clinic has nothing do with our health. It is only reason to go to clinic just to let MD get pay for the service many of them did not provide.

      I think, what if diagnose, treatment, payment, and  quality control collected in different hands?Really, why the same person diagnose patient, determine the treatment options according to the personal ability to practice in Art of medicine, and the same person check up if treatment effective or not? Of cause it will be effective. And most important that MD has payment regardless of the effect of treatment. The result is, MD Rx many tests, which usually would be done in his own clinic, or the clinic of his/her fellow MD, and there is no diagnose of any medical problem till primary MD said it is OK for patient to have this diagnose.
       Actually this system is disgusting. It is all about money, but never about patient and patient's needs and safety.
       Recently it is crossed my mind that it is degradation of all our educational and medical system. Even MD wish to treat patient right, MD no loner able to do so. Does someone familiar with Dr. Oz and his 'education' what to do and how to live properly? In my blog there are some responses that people pay for the system how to lose weight or get rid of diabetes type 2, and never have any response from Dr. Oz.  But really, what response one wish to have? Dr. Ox is con man. You wish to get rid of diabetes, so he conform you, you will not have it, just pay to him, and he will do the rest. Say me, how it is possible to get rid of diabetes within 11 days? But people buy it. They trust in MD with prominent University education. They simple do suppress own logic, and do not trust in own reason. Sad.

     I do trust in no one. I trust in my own reason, in my logic, in my instinct, and in my destiny. But it is system, and there is nothing what I can do. If MD refuse to Rx medicine, and I need that medicine, I cannot survive without it, I have no choice but except it. Just try my best, but probably it is my Destiny. I cannot say my life was bad, or it is suffering by now. Not at all. I do have very nice Health plan, thanks to my man who still working at age of 67. Really, what we will doing if he lost his job as he lost it last time and I lost Medicaid and insulin delivery was terminated. But today he is going to work, and Yesterday Insulin Supply was right under my door. 18 boxes. 5 pens each box. 300 units each pen. I can breath right now.
      It is late night, and I still not able to go to sleep. It is my legs. Too much pain, edema. But MD refuse to Rx blood thinner, heparin, and now tromps ride in my blood. There is no way to stop to develop edema. All my body watered. Water between cells, inside cells, and because of there is no space inside, the yellow liquid brake skin on legs and arms, and go away running on the my limbs.
Very sad story. I asked many different MD to Rx heparin. No one take this responsibility. If I lost my legs, or just die, there is no one who will responsible. It is just my fate. Anyway, I have to lose weight. It is my diet, 370 pounds of body fat, to blame. But if I will have bleeding then it is MD who Rx heparin. So, no one will take this risk.
    I try to keep my legs wrapped. Some day water go out. But still next day it come back. Wrap work as riser. Pain is not bearable. If water go away then there is no pain soon after wrap, and wrap actually drop down. Leg shrinking.
      It is not first time happened. Usually there are many infections. Now it is edema, anemia, and pain. All this make me dysfunctional. Thanks to Aetna, I do have scooter right now. I can go out of home, can go to clinic, o to Lincoln Center.  So happy right now.
     Why it is so difficult to just try. What if there would not be bleeding? What if in contrary I will get better and in stead of collect pounds I will lost them. It is water. Water is not only has weight, but also it kill cells. It is very danger to regain water, and let all body tissue watered.


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