I just woke up, took my meal, and now I have to inject insulin.I am so bad today that looks it is only second shot today. My man wrapped my legs, and went to sleep. It is night in NYC. I sleep at day time, and I woke up at night. Otherwise I cannot sleep at all. It is so severe pain when legs are wrapped.
But today it is good news. Right now when my men put on wraps, I did not feel pain when he toughed wounds. Also it looks like wounds closing. It was very deep inside pain, like all wound is under surface, and even it does not looks so badly outside, inside is all bleeding and leaking. Even slight touching was extremely painful. Right now looks like wound inside started to get closing, so pain slow vanishing.
At 4 pm I put off wraps which was placed two days ago. Legs were so ugly looking! paths with very big sucks, and then very tiny path, with red ring around like legs was tight with weir. These rings are not only red, but very painful. The color of skin perple and dark burgundy. Feet looks like covered by dust, great color over the dark burgundy or purple. And ugly sucks distributed aver leg. Sorry, my English is not so good, and I did not take picture of it. I was so tired I went to sleep right after wrap was taken off.
I woke up around 11 pm. Sucks disappeared. Leg started to take better looking shape, as it is human leg. Also it looks started to lost water. My man wrapped all back, and now I am behind my deck with both legs are wrapped.
Those wraps are pretty expensive. Insurance would pay for supply. There is no doctors who will Rx this supply. Doctors are interesting in clinic, testing, and connections, so they can sent victim to each other, and this is how they will do the job. I said, 'victims' rather then 'patient'. We are not patients for them. We are victims.
Right now I fight very hard to keep my legs out of water, edema, and do not get amputation. They are both effected. And my hands also effected. What doctor said? I have to come to his office and he will do some surgery in his office. Thank you so much. I prefer to keep my legs where they are. Last time I was in his office when he suggested that he will perform some surgery, he Rx some stoking. The only problem, I was not able to get them. Probably spelling is wrong. But the meaning, I had to put it on my legs and wear it all day. At night I have to take it off, and in the morning I had to put it on, and so on. There is only one problem, how to do so? Did MD saw that I cannot do it? I simple cannot put on shoe, and now I had to put on something on my legs which is only wound care specialist can do. So fanny!
Is this someone who would trust MD like this ? I am not one of those. So I do not go back to his office. At least right now I can do something what I can and try to stop swelling. Probably with time it will get better.
I asked MD and My primary doctor, I need Heparin or Caumadin, blood thinner. Would I have this Rx? Of cause not. I am diabetic type 2, very profitable business for MD. They try very hard to de-prescribe Insulin, but still it is in my ref, and I am alive. I prefer to keep things as it is right now and do not put salt on my wounds.
Today I ordered another type of wrap. I try different supply. Probably I finally would be able to find Golden Mean.
But today it is good news. Right now when my men put on wraps, I did not feel pain when he toughed wounds. Also it looks like wounds closing. It was very deep inside pain, like all wound is under surface, and even it does not looks so badly outside, inside is all bleeding and leaking. Even slight touching was extremely painful. Right now looks like wound inside started to get closing, so pain slow vanishing.
At 4 pm I put off wraps which was placed two days ago. Legs were so ugly looking! paths with very big sucks, and then very tiny path, with red ring around like legs was tight with weir. These rings are not only red, but very painful. The color of skin perple and dark burgundy. Feet looks like covered by dust, great color over the dark burgundy or purple. And ugly sucks distributed aver leg. Sorry, my English is not so good, and I did not take picture of it. I was so tired I went to sleep right after wrap was taken off.
I woke up around 11 pm. Sucks disappeared. Leg started to take better looking shape, as it is human leg. Also it looks started to lost water. My man wrapped all back, and now I am behind my deck with both legs are wrapped.
Those wraps are pretty expensive. Insurance would pay for supply. There is no doctors who will Rx this supply. Doctors are interesting in clinic, testing, and connections, so they can sent victim to each other, and this is how they will do the job. I said, 'victims' rather then 'patient'. We are not patients for them. We are victims.
Right now I fight very hard to keep my legs out of water, edema, and do not get amputation. They are both effected. And my hands also effected. What doctor said? I have to come to his office and he will do some surgery in his office. Thank you so much. I prefer to keep my legs where they are. Last time I was in his office when he suggested that he will perform some surgery, he Rx some stoking. The only problem, I was not able to get them. Probably spelling is wrong. But the meaning, I had to put it on my legs and wear it all day. At night I have to take it off, and in the morning I had to put it on, and so on. There is only one problem, how to do so? Did MD saw that I cannot do it? I simple cannot put on shoe, and now I had to put on something on my legs which is only wound care specialist can do. So fanny!
Is this someone who would trust MD like this ? I am not one of those. So I do not go back to his office. At least right now I can do something what I can and try to stop swelling. Probably with time it will get better.
I asked MD and My primary doctor, I need Heparin or Caumadin, blood thinner. Would I have this Rx? Of cause not. I am diabetic type 2, very profitable business for MD. They try very hard to de-prescribe Insulin, but still it is in my ref, and I am alive. I prefer to keep things as it is right now and do not put salt on my wounds.
Today I ordered another type of wrap. I try different supply. Probably I finally would be able to find Golden Mean.
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