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Monday, 26 February 2018

Day-by-Day. February 26, 2018

         Every day I inject 610 units, one shot in the morning, 305 units, one pen, and one shot in the eve before bedtime, 305 units, the entire pen. Sometimes I used to inject higher dose then my usual dose of insulin, but it happened only once and then dose of injections got down, back to normal dose. Now it is 610 units, and I have to inject it every day, one day after another. Hard to believe, but it is true.
        I hoped that with time sugar would go down and dose of insulin would dropping. The first part of this believe worked, and now sugar is down. Sugar is all the time really good. In the morning it can be around 50 mg/dl, never lower then 50 mg/dl. Then it can go up but not higher then 150 mg/dl. even when we go to Lincoln Center to Metropolitan Opera or Other concerts, I inject my usual dose, 305 units, and second shot I inject after concert when we back home. Even more then that. Yesterday we went to Starr Theater, and I had only one meal in the morning. Then 305 units of insulin, and at 3 pm we left for Manhattan. I simple did not took another meal. No low sugar. When we returned home sugar was 115 mg/dl, just perfect sugar. I took my eve meal and injected another 305 units.
      I write in such details because of I am in great surprise. With sugar really going down, dose of insulin to keep this level of sugar going up. I do not have so devastated 'low' as it used to be. All going smooth and nice. I am just very tired. I sleep a lot. There is no so severe headache, but tiredness and weakness. Also I do not know why, there is discharge from both my eyes. What is it? I do not know. I thought it is because of I sleep with Bi Pop. But right now pressure is so low that there is no escape from under mask. Well, I just place the fact what is it and no any explanation, because of I have no one idea what is it and why.
      So strange. Where insulin go? All what I can say, there is not so simple that insulin just metabolized. It is more complicated job done by insulin.  I will have next appointment to doctor in September. I am really very interesting, how it would go? Would my level of sugar drops down to A1c=4.5%  - 5.0%? Would it be that I am diabetes-free?
      It is really very surprising how all system works. With so many publications and books, and education materials, it is looks like no one really know what is diabetes and why it happened?
     We all do know that Diabetes type 2 can be reversed with starvation diet. At leas ADA sure about its statement. We just have no one idea how it is looks like and how it can be done one day after another. Starvation 11 days, or 8 weeks, or any number of time cannot happen. Simple, we all do have different numbers on glucose meter, different stages of diabetes development. So, how it is possible that with so different condition we can get healthy for the same time? There is no logic in that. So, it is not true. It took different time for every one of us to get to the point where we are, so to recovery we need also different time. Professor Taylor and Dr. Oz simple con men.
        What also is very interesting that together with level of sugar getting down to the normal range, all other blood work marks getting to the normal level. So, slow and very very slow, system recovery. If today I was not so deep in crisis, I would recovery pretty fast. But I dropped so low, so down, to the fatal end. Really I was in 'near-death' condition, and now all my vital organs effected by diabetes and this life experience. There is not too much I can do right now, just keep going and then will see what happen.


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