69 mf/dl fasting sugar today.
445 units of Insulin Lantus Solo Star in May 27, 2018
130 ,h/dl fasting sugar in May 27, 2018
200 units of Insulin in May 27, 2018
What I try to say? It is difficult to keep all under control, be tight in regime, and do one thing after another the same one day after another. In adult life it practically not possible.
As adults we do have many things which do differently day after day. We work overtime, and we do have weekend and working days, which is far away to be with the same regime.We get ill, or child get ill. All our regime is broken. There are so many instability in our lives that to attempt to live stable life bring instability by itself. So, what is the solution?
Let us take into consideration, if healthy people live stable life day after day? Not at all. Do they eat the same food day after day? Not at all. Do they eat healthy day after day? Show me how. If so then why they do have normal level of sugar and I do not have it? Because of I am ill, I am diabetic type 2. As diabetic type 2 do I have any privileges that help me to be in position better then healthy people? Not at all.
In addition to my instability of daily life as every one do have, I have pain and suffering my medical condition bring me every day, and plus I have to fight instability of my life to bring this life to be stable, eat right (no one do know how), find time to work out (where to find it), and find time to deal with everyday pain. Also I have to have time to deal with wounds care, take medication, do not even think it is easy, just put it in mouth. Most time after Insulin shot I have to go to bed, to take some sleep. I am not going to put here all the differences of my life compare with healthy people lives. The question is, why I have to straggle to live healthy if I am ill?
I do have pretty much straggle and not interesting to add more. I do not need it. I prefer to live fighting-free. So, in stead to try to live healthy life i try to get as healthy as I can. A little bit confusing, right? When I try to live healthy life but I am ill, it is only put me deeper into illness. Try to go to do something with severe headache. Just try. I do. I used to work in this condition. I do not think it help me to get healthier. Or try to run marathon when your legs covered by wounds. I did not try it. I went to hospital. When many people on forums pretend how they fight diabetes with diet and intensive work outs, they are not diabetics. If they are diabetics then they do not help themselves. With time they will skip into deeper limit of insulin secretion.
I take another path. I do not fight. Take a look at the top of the page. Why dose of Insulin was only 200 units? I was in Lincoln Center in NY Phill. I did not have time and opportunity to inject Insulin. It is not the case I could not put needle into my belly. It is not the problem. I could do it easy in restroom or even in house. No one will see it. But after shot I have to take short rest. Also there is no meal, and I may have low sugaar. Also in present time I do not know why but I do have severe headache. Anyway, I did not take shot. Only 200 units for full day. Next morning sugar 130 mg/dl. It is pretty high for me. I try to keep sugar under 100 mg/dl.
So, next day I injected 240 units right in the morning before first meal. Then 120 units with second meal. And finally 80 units before bed. Sugar is 69 mg/dl, fasting. But difference in insulin dose very high. I take it. I am OK with that.
445 units of Insulin Lantus Solo Star in May 27, 2018
130 ,h/dl fasting sugar in May 27, 2018
200 units of Insulin in May 27, 2018
What I try to say? It is difficult to keep all under control, be tight in regime, and do one thing after another the same one day after another. In adult life it practically not possible.
As adults we do have many things which do differently day after day. We work overtime, and we do have weekend and working days, which is far away to be with the same regime.We get ill, or child get ill. All our regime is broken. There are so many instability in our lives that to attempt to live stable life bring instability by itself. So, what is the solution?
Let us take into consideration, if healthy people live stable life day after day? Not at all. Do they eat the same food day after day? Not at all. Do they eat healthy day after day? Show me how. If so then why they do have normal level of sugar and I do not have it? Because of I am ill, I am diabetic type 2. As diabetic type 2 do I have any privileges that help me to be in position better then healthy people? Not at all.
In addition to my instability of daily life as every one do have, I have pain and suffering my medical condition bring me every day, and plus I have to fight instability of my life to bring this life to be stable, eat right (no one do know how), find time to work out (where to find it), and find time to deal with everyday pain. Also I have to have time to deal with wounds care, take medication, do not even think it is easy, just put it in mouth. Most time after Insulin shot I have to go to bed, to take some sleep. I am not going to put here all the differences of my life compare with healthy people lives. The question is, why I have to straggle to live healthy if I am ill?
I do have pretty much straggle and not interesting to add more. I do not need it. I prefer to live fighting-free. So, in stead to try to live healthy life i try to get as healthy as I can. A little bit confusing, right? When I try to live healthy life but I am ill, it is only put me deeper into illness. Try to go to do something with severe headache. Just try. I do. I used to work in this condition. I do not think it help me to get healthier. Or try to run marathon when your legs covered by wounds. I did not try it. I went to hospital. When many people on forums pretend how they fight diabetes with diet and intensive work outs, they are not diabetics. If they are diabetics then they do not help themselves. With time they will skip into deeper limit of insulin secretion.
I take another path. I do not fight. Take a look at the top of the page. Why dose of Insulin was only 200 units? I was in Lincoln Center in NY Phill. I did not have time and opportunity to inject Insulin. It is not the case I could not put needle into my belly. It is not the problem. I could do it easy in restroom or even in house. No one will see it. But after shot I have to take short rest. Also there is no meal, and I may have low sugaar. Also in present time I do not know why but I do have severe headache. Anyway, I did not take shot. Only 200 units for full day. Next morning sugar 130 mg/dl. It is pretty high for me. I try to keep sugar under 100 mg/dl.
So, next day I injected 240 units right in the morning before first meal. Then 120 units with second meal. And finally 80 units before bed. Sugar is 69 mg/dl, fasting. But difference in insulin dose very high. I take it. I am OK with that.
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