I started to feel I am hungry. Lastly I ate half of my usual meat a day, and I was full all the day. No only full, but I felt I have to reduce my diet. Also I took 480 units of Lantus Solo Star. Morning sugar dropped, and some mornings I felt that I do have low sugar. So, I dropped one shot. I reduced dose of insulin down for 300 units. Sugar still OK, 100 mg/dl. Actually it is great level of sugar. But only two = three days, and I need to return back to 480 units. Hunger returned, and I need to eat my normal usual meal, the same amount.
No question, I should take it easy, do not drop so high as from 480 down to 300 units. I do know, I am wrong. But I am so tied to count and to watch every steps. I am just tied.
Now when I read that people post, how it is scare sound to take insulin for the rest of onw's live, I am thinking, what they really do know about life and fear? To inject insulin, two or three times a day, five or seven if I need it, it is just the way to accept. To count what I bite every time when spoon go into my mouth, this is really bore and scared. Just think about, you have to do so for the rest of your own life. This was of living never will be different, never will get better. But it will go worse. Is not this scare? It is for me.
The real problem with insulin that we do not know how many units inject every time we put needle into belly. This real problem usually skipped any attention. Why? No one doctor will ever say you what dose of insulin to inject. No one. This is why in hospital diabetics die because of low sugar. At the same time they admitted to hospital with high blood sugar.
Now say me, if doctors do not know what dose of insulin, medicine, to administer, really how do they know what portion of chicken we have to eat? But it is taken for granted, 1800 calories for women, 2,000 calories for men, this is diet every one must follow. I am 400 pounds. My friend is 120 pounds. I do not work, do not walk. She works in salad bar. How it is possible for two of us be good with the same portion of meal, the same diet? OK, it is easy to say, but remember, I am Blogger. I Blog every day, read medical books, and do other intelligent work. This job needs more energy then any job in salad bar. Probably. I do know know. Who knows? No one. But everyone sure, every one do know how everyone or anyone must eat to be functional and healthy. Really, I do not buy it.
About month ago I went to the clinic and doctor Rx Compression Pump System for me. It is torso and full legs body wrap with pump. I used it already 15 times. Some day it is one hour, other day it is two hour. This system suppose to reduce swelling. to push water away from system. I do not know yet, will it work or not, and for how long I have to use it to get somehow down. I use it every time my man can wrap we in it.
No question, I should take it easy, do not drop so high as from 480 down to 300 units. I do know, I am wrong. But I am so tied to count and to watch every steps. I am just tied.
Now when I read that people post, how it is scare sound to take insulin for the rest of onw's live, I am thinking, what they really do know about life and fear? To inject insulin, two or three times a day, five or seven if I need it, it is just the way to accept. To count what I bite every time when spoon go into my mouth, this is really bore and scared. Just think about, you have to do so for the rest of your own life. This was of living never will be different, never will get better. But it will go worse. Is not this scare? It is for me.
The real problem with insulin that we do not know how many units inject every time we put needle into belly. This real problem usually skipped any attention. Why? No one doctor will ever say you what dose of insulin to inject. No one. This is why in hospital diabetics die because of low sugar. At the same time they admitted to hospital with high blood sugar.
Now say me, if doctors do not know what dose of insulin, medicine, to administer, really how do they know what portion of chicken we have to eat? But it is taken for granted, 1800 calories for women, 2,000 calories for men, this is diet every one must follow. I am 400 pounds. My friend is 120 pounds. I do not work, do not walk. She works in salad bar. How it is possible for two of us be good with the same portion of meal, the same diet? OK, it is easy to say, but remember, I am Blogger. I Blog every day, read medical books, and do other intelligent work. This job needs more energy then any job in salad bar. Probably. I do know know. Who knows? No one. But everyone sure, every one do know how everyone or anyone must eat to be functional and healthy. Really, I do not buy it.
About month ago I went to the clinic and doctor Rx Compression Pump System for me. It is torso and full legs body wrap with pump. I used it already 15 times. Some day it is one hour, other day it is two hour. This system suppose to reduce swelling. to push water away from system. I do not know yet, will it work or not, and for how long I have to use it to get somehow down. I use it every time my man can wrap we in it.
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