It is eve right now in NYC, Friday. I just woke up. I am very very sleepy. My man come home and he changed dressing. Then he injected 100 units Lantus Solo Star, and I went to sleep. Not so fast. Soon low sugar hit. I was not able to take reading, or to fix my meal. Just was able to get to the kitchen. My man done all job, and then I returned to bed. Fall asleep instantly.
It is not the case that I try to get some readers, or any benefits from my post. All what I want, just share what is going on with diabetics type 2, why do we suffer so much, and how to help in case like mine.
I was in good hospital. I was under very good care. When I returned home it was looks like my condition got worse then before hospital. Right now rush still all over my body. Headache, dizziness, weakness. Very simple, hospital is not safe place for us, diabetics type 2, even when hospital is great and all staff do the best what is possible.
I could take my insulin shot without permission of doctor. No one even would note it. And then what? If low blood sugar what they would do? No play with medicine and medical staff. The goal is only one, my Well Being. I am not doctor. I am patient, diabetic type 2, with very good attention to my patient, myself.
Today looks like leg started to get better. Man changed dressing around 3 pm. Now it is 10 pm, and all still dry. I am better walk. Also there is almost no pain in leg. I do still have headache. Also it is neuropathy, pain in back. I take only my home routine medicine, nothing new.
Right now I try to put notes in my notebook, and I will try to post all the story of this adventure, if I would be able to get out of it, as much as I can. Just in case someone is interesting. I was deeply depressed with all these leakage and skin broke. I simple have no idea how to stop water from being go out through skin, stop to melt my flesh. I worried, I will lose my leg. If so then what? What next I would lost?
Now I am optimistic. I am getting better.
This is why I am going to post all this adventure from the beginning to the end, with all insulin doses, with all my actions and problems I faced. I cannot do it right now. Fingers are numb. Headache. Difficult to concentrate. But when I will get better I will post all.
Thanks for reading.
It is not the case that I try to get some readers, or any benefits from my post. All what I want, just share what is going on with diabetics type 2, why do we suffer so much, and how to help in case like mine.
I was in good hospital. I was under very good care. When I returned home it was looks like my condition got worse then before hospital. Right now rush still all over my body. Headache, dizziness, weakness. Very simple, hospital is not safe place for us, diabetics type 2, even when hospital is great and all staff do the best what is possible.
I could take my insulin shot without permission of doctor. No one even would note it. And then what? If low blood sugar what they would do? No play with medicine and medical staff. The goal is only one, my Well Being. I am not doctor. I am patient, diabetic type 2, with very good attention to my patient, myself.
Today looks like leg started to get better. Man changed dressing around 3 pm. Now it is 10 pm, and all still dry. I am better walk. Also there is almost no pain in leg. I do still have headache. Also it is neuropathy, pain in back. I take only my home routine medicine, nothing new.
Right now I try to put notes in my notebook, and I will try to post all the story of this adventure, if I would be able to get out of it, as much as I can. Just in case someone is interesting. I was deeply depressed with all these leakage and skin broke. I simple have no idea how to stop water from being go out through skin, stop to melt my flesh. I worried, I will lose my leg. If so then what? What next I would lost?
Now I am optimistic. I am getting better.
This is why I am going to post all this adventure from the beginning to the end, with all insulin doses, with all my actions and problems I faced. I cannot do it right now. Fingers are numb. Headache. Difficult to concentrate. But when I will get better I will post all.
Thanks for reading.
via Ravenvoron
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