Wound Care at home. May 22, 2017

The leg still with opened wounds. They just do not go away. It is much better now, Yes, it is. The colr is yellow, nut it is liquid, Iodine, to reduce possible infection and to let wound to dry, and to keep it dry. So, color is not in this way. It is pink, dark pink.
     There is foot one can see, and it is swelled, and red, not bright red, but deep redness of inner damage. Otherwise the leg is pretty OK.
My man covered it with Iodine, and with cream all over to avoid dryness and skin breakage. After that he dressed it in own homemade bandage, made from old t-shirts. It is good bandage, soft, and easy to put on, long, and secure to hold all in the place it must be. Above the bandage he put on Medical Sleeve.
       Right leg does not have wounds on it. But the size of leg much bigger, and it was too difficult to put one sleeve. My man is good, he had done it, and now I am comfortable with both legs wrapped in decompressing sleeves, different colors. One is whit, and another is Black. very funny.
    Today is rainy day. I injected 294 units of Lantus Solo Star, the same dose as it was Yesterday. Yesterday it was no  low sugar. Hope today I would be OK as well.
      I am very very sleepy. I simple cannot hold my eyes opened. Headache. Depression.I am really Blue today. In the morning it was very severe pain in left foot. All dressing was taken off. After dressing taken off, swelling returns.
      I do have blood work summary. Nurse when I had visit to clinic, told that all my marks are good, but sugar only out of control. What I do see, it is not so easy to say. I do see I am on the border line to develop clots and damage kidney. Also what I do see that some marks can indicate passed clot. Well, it is not in any of mu records. Med Pro simple do see that I do have not all bad marks.
     Today I read article. Woman proud, she lost over 100 pounds just in one year. F A N T A S T I C!
"I always was emotional eater." - she told to author of the article.
Well, this is very important part of all brain washing junk media, to present that we are emotional eaters, all of us and everyone.  Personally, I never was emotional eater. I simple did not have stomach for that type of eating. Also I did not have time to cook.
      "My mother was good cook, and it was all the time on our table meat, bread, potato, pasta," - she still share her life style hobbits.
Well, I do not think I am bad cook. It was all the time on  my closet or ref, milk and meat, chicken and fish, potato and pasta, tea and coffee. Sugar never run out of our cabinets, the same as salt. I use salt without iodine. I add to salt different spices. Still all my family but I perfectly fit. I happened to be born diabetic. Home they are in better health then I am. I do worry about my children.
      One day lady went to some place with her son, and she was deenied to take a ride because of she was 240 pounds. This is how she said, That's it! No more pounds. And she started to eat right and do work outs.
In contrary, I always fit when my children were little one. Still, I could not take ride with them. I was dizzy, could not take any ride. I went cycling and skiing, hiking and kayaking. I hold my Bally Fitness Club membership till 2015. Now I am not only not able to get there, I cannot dress for work out. I hoped one day I would be back, so I tried to keep it. It was only $99 for year work out, very good price. I lost it.
     Why do I post it?  Just compare how it is done to wash our brains. Lady lost over 100 pounds in short time, I did not gain 100 pounds and over for very long time. I always was perfectly fit. Only when my heart started to give up and sugar got way too out of control, I lost control over my shape, and never was able to return to it for long time. It worked for short time, but then all pounds come back, and all the time with plus.  It was not one year, it was all my life. Now she is Celebrity, sort of, because of her carelessness and laziness, and I am bulled all over the internet because of I am diabetic type 2 and I do not control blood sugar. If I will lost 100 pounds, then what, would I be good? Of cause not. I am 373 right now. If I would lost 100 pounds, no one even would see it, it would be 273 still out of any shape.
      Well, I do not mind. I am not up to be a Celebrity of any type. I am more concern if my wounds would be gone one day, my legs would be white, and I would be able to walk on two of them rather then be trunk on bed in desperate need to be turned around.

via Ravenvoron