OK, our first week vacation is over, and we are back home.
It is very very itchy.
I think it would be better if I did not have that water retention. But edema still hit me. At night it is very severe headache. So severe, I take 2 by 2 Excedrin every hour. Cardiologist said, I will dig hole in my stomach. Probably he is right, Still I afraid that stroke will kill me if i do not take Excedrin. So, there is the choice, to dig hole in stomach, or let stroke hit fatally.
This is another side of the same leg. Looks good I will say. Even started to shrink a little bit. I proud how do I looks like!
It is rainy today, not good light. We are on campsite and my man change dressing. I ask him to take picture. I cannot see how my legs looks like, so only picture can give me true what is going on.
The color of leg is not so important in this moment. Doctor was surprised that there are block spots on my legs. Still, no one admit, there are thrombosis. They insist, it is infection. Not at all. Still, it is also not so important. The dressing ia almost all dry, no wetness, no leakage.
My Goodness! Looks like it is leg of corpse. No, it is my leg, and I am still alive. The color is iodine. It will be washed out soon.
If I do not have edema right now wounds would be closed and leg would start to recovery. I still fight edema. So, even it is small wound, it still leak sometimes, and I have to be very careful with all my medicine and wound care.
I try my best. So does my man. He changes dressing every eve. I started to get off bed by myself. It is not so easy for me. It is camp. We are camping on public camps, so, there are only tent, and only inflatable beds on the floor of the bed. We do have plastic chair and one all the night in tent so I can use it to get up. I am 374 Lbs. How plastic can hold this mass?! But it still holding since 2012. Many inflatable beds give up and get broken, chars still stand next to campfire and then in our tent. If someone will ask the weight this hair can hold, no one will say it is good for 374 pounds. But I am not simple sit on it. I use it to stand, to push myself from floor to up.All pressure going only on small spot of my hand on the chair. And it still hold me, no one time it give up. If I could I would say so Big Thanks to manufacture!
I hope one day I would be able to show my legs in better shape. If I will not get it right in this time I will post old picture when they were not so badly shaped. I used to have beautiful legs, and shape of my body was not so ugly as it is right now.
This is how left leg looks like May 27, 2017, two month after hospital stay.
It is not so bad as it is easy to see. It still very little leak in front, but very small spot. Bandage still dry. Step by step old skin go out, and a new skin grow up. I am not in harry. I still ask my man to wrap it in decompressing wrap and ill put on bandage.It is very very itchy.
I think it would be better if I did not have that water retention. But edema still hit me. At night it is very severe headache. So severe, I take 2 by 2 Excedrin every hour. Cardiologist said, I will dig hole in my stomach. Probably he is right, Still I afraid that stroke will kill me if i do not take Excedrin. So, there is the choice, to dig hole in stomach, or let stroke hit fatally.
This is another side of the same leg. Looks good I will say. Even started to shrink a little bit. I proud how do I looks like!
It is rainy today, not good light. We are on campsite and my man change dressing. I ask him to take picture. I cannot see how my legs looks like, so only picture can give me true what is going on.
The color of leg is not so important in this moment. Doctor was surprised that there are block spots on my legs. Still, no one admit, there are thrombosis. They insist, it is infection. Not at all. Still, it is also not so important. The dressing ia almost all dry, no wetness, no leakage.
My Goodness! Looks like it is leg of corpse. No, it is my leg, and I am still alive. The color is iodine. It will be washed out soon.
If I do not have edema right now wounds would be closed and leg would start to recovery. I still fight edema. So, even it is small wound, it still leak sometimes, and I have to be very careful with all my medicine and wound care.
I try my best. So does my man. He changes dressing every eve. I started to get off bed by myself. It is not so easy for me. It is camp. We are camping on public camps, so, there are only tent, and only inflatable beds on the floor of the bed. We do have plastic chair and one all the night in tent so I can use it to get up. I am 374 Lbs. How plastic can hold this mass?! But it still holding since 2012. Many inflatable beds give up and get broken, chars still stand next to campfire and then in our tent. If someone will ask the weight this hair can hold, no one will say it is good for 374 pounds. But I am not simple sit on it. I use it to stand, to push myself from floor to up.All pressure going only on small spot of my hand on the chair. And it still hold me, no one time it give up. If I could I would say so Big Thanks to manufacture!
I hope one day I would be able to show my legs in better shape. If I will not get it right in this time I will post old picture when they were not so badly shaped. I used to have beautiful legs, and shape of my body was not so ugly as it is right now.
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