"Can you afford to buy your medicine"?
"If I cannot afford to buy it, then I do not buy medicine"
"Then if you do not buy medicine how do you live?"
"I just live ithout medicine."
"O, so you do not need medicine."
Iron logic. The end of discussion.
I try to get some help with my problems. I need medicine, and not all medicine approved by health plan. For many medications I have to pay co-pay. Other medications are not under plan such as Excedrin I take in big quantities. I have to pay for this medicine out of pocket of my man.
Surgical supply I need out of plan. No, plan probably would pay. And even Rx I do have. Where I suppose to buy it? CVS does not work with supply. Other places does not let supply to delivery. So, I simple use old t-shirts to make my own bandages. As it all the time used to be in old ages.
I need many other medical supplies. I need that boots to decompress my highly watered legs. The cost is 399 on Amazon. I am not sure it is good boots. Anyway, it is only half leg. I need for full leg.
Well, it is already too much what I need. Can I afford it? No, I cannot. So, I do not have it. Simple. And it is obvious I do not need them. If I needed them I would buy it. If I do not buy then it mean I do not need it. The end of discussion.
The conversation with one to called to me was finished. The result was devastated. I had to answer to many questions, and I could not collect my mind, why these question asked? what this question which asked suppose to do with my condition? And really, who is calling? I am very sensitive and suspicious person. So, I see right now, there is no one who will take my problem and see what are they? I am scared. I have to inject high dose of insulin to survive. The question is, can I afford it? No, I cannot pay $2000 for one month supply, even more right now because of dose of insulin injections getting higher and higher.
I was naive and stupid. I try to get more and now I can lost what I do have. She was very consern that I take so high dose of insulin. How it will effect me? Well, it was done before , one history would not repet itself? Simple, stop supply, and then ask if I am survived or not. If I do then I do not need insulin. Anyway, I am type 2 diabetic. Lantus Solo Star is medicine under 20 units daily dose, and this medicine should be taken once daily injection.
She asked so many questions, I felt I am on military tribunal, criminal of all sins all together. It is very interesting how mind is working when the problem is not yours.
"You take Plavix. You do not need warfarin. It is the same medicine."
Interesting, is not it? If I take insulin then it does not matter what dose if it. If I take 20 units of Lantus Solo Star then I do not need another 400 units. I already took insulin. I do not need more. It is the same medicine. Brilliant!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"If I cannot afford to buy it, then I do not buy medicine"
"Then if you do not buy medicine how do you live?"
"I just live ithout medicine."
"O, so you do not need medicine."
Iron logic. The end of discussion.
I try to get some help with my problems. I need medicine, and not all medicine approved by health plan. For many medications I have to pay co-pay. Other medications are not under plan such as Excedrin I take in big quantities. I have to pay for this medicine out of pocket of my man.
Surgical supply I need out of plan. No, plan probably would pay. And even Rx I do have. Where I suppose to buy it? CVS does not work with supply. Other places does not let supply to delivery. So, I simple use old t-shirts to make my own bandages. As it all the time used to be in old ages.
I need many other medical supplies. I need that boots to decompress my highly watered legs. The cost is 399 on Amazon. I am not sure it is good boots. Anyway, it is only half leg. I need for full leg.
Well, it is already too much what I need. Can I afford it? No, I cannot. So, I do not have it. Simple. And it is obvious I do not need them. If I needed them I would buy it. If I do not buy then it mean I do not need it. The end of discussion.
The conversation with one to called to me was finished. The result was devastated. I had to answer to many questions, and I could not collect my mind, why these question asked? what this question which asked suppose to do with my condition? And really, who is calling? I am very sensitive and suspicious person. So, I see right now, there is no one who will take my problem and see what are they? I am scared. I have to inject high dose of insulin to survive. The question is, can I afford it? No, I cannot pay $2000 for one month supply, even more right now because of dose of insulin injections getting higher and higher.
I was naive and stupid. I try to get more and now I can lost what I do have. She was very consern that I take so high dose of insulin. How it will effect me? Well, it was done before , one history would not repet itself? Simple, stop supply, and then ask if I am survived or not. If I do then I do not need insulin. Anyway, I am type 2 diabetic. Lantus Solo Star is medicine under 20 units daily dose, and this medicine should be taken once daily injection.
She asked so many questions, I felt I am on military tribunal, criminal of all sins all together. It is very interesting how mind is working when the problem is not yours.
"You take Plavix. You do not need warfarin. It is the same medicine."
Interesting, is not it? If I take insulin then it does not matter what dose if it. If I take 20 units of Lantus Solo Star then I do not need another 400 units. I already took insulin. I do not need more. It is the same medicine. Brilliant!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
via Ravenvoron
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