Sugar us 70 mg/dl today. Last night I took only 240 units. Why?
I must go to clinic to see mound doctor. I almost get ready, and suddenly I was not able to move, ether walk nether stand. It come so suddenly, I just lost all energy I had. Why? What happened? Just 30 min ago I was OK and not I was not able to get to kitchen to grab some meal, or to bed. I took all energy I was able to collect and went to bed. When my man got home I was in bed. He cooked chicken and fed me. I was not able to hold folk or spoon. After meal I fall asleep instantly.
I woke up, and looks all was OK. This is why I did not take 305 units as usual, but 240 only. Today in the morning I was going to inject 305 units because of to drop so many units at once can be not good idea. But soon after I woke up I started to feel that I am going 'low'. So, I injected 240 units. As day going one time after another I feel I do have low sugar.
It is really very easy to educate diabetics that we have to eat half plate or just apples in stead of red meet. So easy to say. Apple does not give energy to move. I need real meal, meat preferable. No one educator will count how much we spend in walking, or standing, or any simple activities we have to do every day. No one see how many calories I spend when I try to stand from bed, or turn over in the bed. For me it is great work out now. I have breath a few minutes after move till my breath start to get smooth. We are ill people. No one looks remember that. Every one see pounds. No one see pain. So sad.
I missed appointment. I was going to ask doctor to send to insurance to order some supply for me. Supply to fight edema is very expensive. Very often I order it, and it does not work. So
I pay for supply, and have to order another set of it.
All the time I hope I will be better, and not. With every day I am worse. If last Spring I was able to walk out of home to the spot when our car was parked. Not I cannot. To move around apartment already is the challenge. Easy to say, close your mouth, lose weight, and all would be in right place. In contrary I have to force myself to eat more to avoid low sugar.Yesterday low was because I almost did not eat. I really did not want to eat. Big surprise of cause. Difficult to believe that with 400 pounds weight I do have low appetite. But the matter of fact I feel full very fast, and I do not eat without stopping. Probably some day this charlatanism and barbarian therapy would be over, and people would not cherish skeletons without brain over the obese smart and intelligence. But it is not the case right now. People see pounds only, and every one do know how to treat and reverse diabetes type 2. Not so many do know how to survive without medicine with diabetes. This education all the time out of discussion.
If insulin supply was not stopped in 2014 I would not be in this situation today. But there is nothing what I can do. Just keep going as it is.
I must go to clinic to see mound doctor. I almost get ready, and suddenly I was not able to move, ether walk nether stand. It come so suddenly, I just lost all energy I had. Why? What happened? Just 30 min ago I was OK and not I was not able to get to kitchen to grab some meal, or to bed. I took all energy I was able to collect and went to bed. When my man got home I was in bed. He cooked chicken and fed me. I was not able to hold folk or spoon. After meal I fall asleep instantly.
I woke up, and looks all was OK. This is why I did not take 305 units as usual, but 240 only. Today in the morning I was going to inject 305 units because of to drop so many units at once can be not good idea. But soon after I woke up I started to feel that I am going 'low'. So, I injected 240 units. As day going one time after another I feel I do have low sugar.
It is really very easy to educate diabetics that we have to eat half plate or just apples in stead of red meet. So easy to say. Apple does not give energy to move. I need real meal, meat preferable. No one educator will count how much we spend in walking, or standing, or any simple activities we have to do every day. No one see how many calories I spend when I try to stand from bed, or turn over in the bed. For me it is great work out now. I have breath a few minutes after move till my breath start to get smooth. We are ill people. No one looks remember that. Every one see pounds. No one see pain. So sad.
I missed appointment. I was going to ask doctor to send to insurance to order some supply for me. Supply to fight edema is very expensive. Very often I order it, and it does not work. So
I pay for supply, and have to order another set of it.
All the time I hope I will be better, and not. With every day I am worse. If last Spring I was able to walk out of home to the spot when our car was parked. Not I cannot. To move around apartment already is the challenge. Easy to say, close your mouth, lose weight, and all would be in right place. In contrary I have to force myself to eat more to avoid low sugar.Yesterday low was because I almost did not eat. I really did not want to eat. Big surprise of cause. Difficult to believe that with 400 pounds weight I do have low appetite. But the matter of fact I feel full very fast, and I do not eat without stopping. Probably some day this charlatanism and barbarian therapy would be over, and people would not cherish skeletons without brain over the obese smart and intelligence. But it is not the case right now. People see pounds only, and every one do know how to treat and reverse diabetes type 2. Not so many do know how to survive without medicine with diabetes. This education all the time out of discussion.
If insulin supply was not stopped in 2014 I would not be in this situation today. But there is nothing what I can do. Just keep going as it is.
via Ravenvoron
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