Today is happy day. Today Insulin was delivered, and I can sleep well for the next time it would be due, three month. It is all the time very stressful for me when I awaiting Insulin supply. Most time it come easy way, automatic refill. Sometimes it goes in the hard way, like this delivery for instance. The Rx was sent April 12, 2018. A few days later on file it was note, "Waiting for Doctor approval". Another Rx was sent by doctor. Another note on file, another time to wait. Another number of Rx was sent, and there is the same note on file. I have a lot of problem to convince doctor why do I need so high dose of insulin. There is Health Plan which can refuse to pay so high price for just one medication, and I need many of them. Happily Insulin is most expensive. And there is Pharmacy which refuse to send medicine to patient. I cannot believe that it is possible, ether doctor, nether health care company, but pharmacy refuse to send medicine. There is nothing what can I do.
Only today, April 25, 2018 finally there was ring in my door. Insulin arrived. It is in ref. right now, and step by step I collect my pieces together.
Why do I need so high dose of insulin, 600units daily dose in injections? How can I answer to this question? I do not know. But it is dose of insulin which which I control blood sugar level. As soon as I decrease dose of injections, sugar take off and go up. My expectations were that with time dose of insulin will be dropping. It is not the case right now but right opposite.
I do have low blood sugar every day. So, I tried to avoid it and decreased dose of insulin. All sugar started to clamp. Now I just try to deal with low sugar, and take all as it is.
I do have problems with heart right now. One day after another I feel fainting. Thanks God my man was home. This is why I do not go outside, even for short time. I just try to sit or sleep. Of cause my weight is very very high, it is 380 pounds right now. I never was able to imaging I would be so wide. O,well, I am right now. Of cause it is difficult to heart to move so high weight. Also it is edema, high edema. Heart and all my organs enlarged because of water in it.It was time when blood work show that kidney failing. But there is nothing what was ever done, the same as with heart, so kidney hardly were able to keep working. Now it is much better. At least, I shell not rush to bathroom and there is nothing to release. I can hold long, and I am OK with that. Still body hold water, and there is nothing what I can do right now. I do not use diuretics.
I do knot know what else can I say. I live day by day, pretty bore. Stay home, watch movie on Amazon video, and color my Coloring books. Really not to much to say.
Only today, April 25, 2018 finally there was ring in my door. Insulin arrived. It is in ref. right now, and step by step I collect my pieces together.
Why do I need so high dose of insulin, 600units daily dose in injections? How can I answer to this question? I do not know. But it is dose of insulin which which I control blood sugar level. As soon as I decrease dose of injections, sugar take off and go up. My expectations were that with time dose of insulin will be dropping. It is not the case right now but right opposite.
I do have low blood sugar every day. So, I tried to avoid it and decreased dose of insulin. All sugar started to clamp. Now I just try to deal with low sugar, and take all as it is.
I do have problems with heart right now. One day after another I feel fainting. Thanks God my man was home. This is why I do not go outside, even for short time. I just try to sit or sleep. Of cause my weight is very very high, it is 380 pounds right now. I never was able to imaging I would be so wide. O,well, I am right now. Of cause it is difficult to heart to move so high weight. Also it is edema, high edema. Heart and all my organs enlarged because of water in it.It was time when blood work show that kidney failing. But there is nothing what was ever done, the same as with heart, so kidney hardly were able to keep working. Now it is much better. At least, I shell not rush to bathroom and there is nothing to release. I can hold long, and I am OK with that. Still body hold water, and there is nothing what I can do right now. I do not use diuretics.
I do knot know what else can I say. I live day by day, pretty bore. Stay home, watch movie on Amazon video, and color my Coloring books. Really not to much to say.
via Ravenvoron
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