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Monday, 24 September 2018

Day -by - Day. September 24, 2018

      Sugar getting down. I decreased dose of insulin to keep it in normal range, ether not high nether too low. It is interesting what can be found when take a closer look and careful observation on own numbers and own feelings. We relay on MD, and usually suppress our own understanding and simple logic. What MD stand for? Own safety. For this reason medicine replaced by Cook Book. Really, take a look at the education  how we have to be treated or what we have to do to prevent timelss deaths? Eat right. Where this statement come from? Do we all, millions, 8 millions of diabetics, eat wrong? 95% of diabetic population are diabetics type 2. It is said that the cause of diabetes type 2 well established, It is caused by high calories intake. If someone easy to let own brain to be washed then I am not.
        I am not med pro, and I do not consider myself to be a scientist. But I am reasonable person and very well observer. Also I like to wright, which is easy to see how many posts I already put on this web. What I suppose to wright every day about? Only my observations and my feelings.
       In past medicine was more observational. In present time it is ideological. Studies show what profit demand. Simple, if there is no money then why work on it? Another point of modern medicine is safety of MD and Med Pro. So, no one of them will take risk to treat patient if there is some risk. To be sure that there are 100% risk-free, patients sent out of clinic or hospitals as soon as it is possible pretending that there is nothing happened, patient safe to go home.
    Now I watch TV show House. In this show Dr. House take most controversial and most difficult cases, because of he likes challenge, and do not like to do boring job like clinic. In reality I never met any Dr.House. Because of my case is difficult usually I sent home right after I am able to stand on my feet, usually after midnight. Dr. House used to say, he never lie to patients. In reality, as patient I never was told any true. Prove? Diabetes type 2 my diagnose, what does it mean? Never answer to this simple question. Only one response every time, diet. I was size 14, and 13, 110 pounds. Now I am size 6X 380 pounds. Still the treatment for my condition all the time is the same: work out and diet. This is how I got MI, strokes not fatal one after another, and many other complications.
      For me it is past. Now I am not in trust in MD. I am Observer, very good one. I look at what work for me, and try to keep my brain out of laundry media machine. I do not fight, do not see any reason in that. But do not try to put spaghetti on my ear. I refuse to carry it.
      So, what is new for today?
      My eyes still discharge some wight staff, but it is mot so much as it was recently. Looks like it is drained out.
      My legs still sweling. I wear wrapping all the time. But legs need some rest, and periodically I stay without wrap. Just a few days and legs get very very wide, swelled, and I start to have more difficulty to walk. Still, there are no wounds, skin is dry so far. Of cause 380 pounds is too much to carry on. I am almost do not walk, and when I do I walk on very short distance, and right away out of breath. The matter of fact I am very satisfied. At least I do not have wounds and I hope I will not be amputee in short future.
      My teethes are crashed very severely. Recently there was some dental work, but not all was done because of too much to pay, and another work must be done in incoming January. For my very disappointment, dentist ask me for money after work was done. It is not too much, just $27.40, as his desk lady said. I will not pay even $0.40. The point is not the sum I have to pay. I simple refuse to do Milking Caw job. I asked to send me bill, and I will ask health plan to pay this bill. So far there is no bill. But now I do worry, do I still have this dentist or have I work out to find another one?
      After I learned the problem with my teeth I though it is because of I take too much Excedrin. It is Aspirin, and as doctor said it might make hole in my stomach. So, I stopped to take it. Headache returned. It started to be more and more severe. Then there was pain in chin. Looks like I started to develop clots in blood, more and more. There are nothing what I could do. My man said, I can have all fake teethes, but if I will got stroke I will not have fake brain. So, I returned to the my loved Excedrin. Now headache eased.
     What else can I say? I do not have blurred vision so far. I have to go to vision center. I need usual annual check up. Still, I use the same reading glasses as it was a few years ago, meaning, vision does not get worse.
     Weight. It still the same even dose of Insulin increased very dramatically, from 300 units daily to 720 units highest dose which was injected. Now dose of insulin dropping and returned back to something 400 units and less. But with so high increase in Insulin injections the weight still the same, 380 pounds. Of cause it is too high. It is too difficult to walk. I cannot dress by myself. Still I am able to walk a short distance. At leas I do not ride my scooter at home, only outside.
      I think it is all for now.


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