I went to doctor Yesterday. I still try to find doctor who will Rx Coumadine to me. Doctor was sweet and very nice. No caumadin. Very sad. I hit invisible wall, and there is no one way to pass it, to fly over it, or to anyway to deal with it.
----- "Caomadin can safe your life," said Md. but it is danger medicine.
All medicine which is effective is danger. Medicine as Fair, may heal or may kill. Still, we need medicine to live, and without medicine our lives very short. Any medicine has two way to work. In past poisons were used widely. Sometimes they helped. Most time they killed patients. It is risk and benefits. Every time when I take medicine I do know, there are risk, and I accept it. I just try to get more benefits and eliminate risk as much as possible. But when medicine avoided, there is risk still, and no benefits.
Well, this is my philosophy. Doctors do have their own reason. They do have risk when they Rx medicine to patient. They do not have any benefits. So, they Rx these medicine which is less with risk. If this medicine kill patient, it is OK. Most important it does not do very fast, so there is no way to blame doctor for malpractice. Simple. So, doctors football patients from one to another, and we walk all around and about, but no benefits, just risk and failure.
I asked doctor, what are requirements to Rx caumadin? It is interesting, there must be clot in blood. Fantastic! How this clot possibly may be found? She gave me referral to another doctor. Why do I need it? This doctor will sent me to another doctor, and so so so on and on and on. Thank you so much. It is benefit for doctor I walk from one office to another. There is no benefits for me. I need what I need, and this is why I went to this office. I had hope. Now I do not have one.
Really, do I need to trust in this doctor and go to one she send me now? Am I full idiot? I hope I am not.
------- "How do you know you had stroke?" - asked doctor.
-------" I do", - I answered. Really, what else can I say? They see us as we are fool, know nothing, understand in medicine and our health. I am not going to break this believe. I do not care what MD know or believe. What I do know, there is no reason to trust in this doctor and go to another she pretend he will run test and Rx caumadine to me.
At first when I left office I was very angry. Who would not? But now I am OK with that. I just try to be patient. At least right now I do have Excedrin, and this medicine I do not need to have Rx. I can buy it in Costco. Excedrin kill my teeth. Now all of them crashed. Still, it is better to fix teeth then be death because of stroke fatal or fatal heart attack. Another door closed.
----- "Caomadin can safe your life," said Md. but it is danger medicine.
All medicine which is effective is danger. Medicine as Fair, may heal or may kill. Still, we need medicine to live, and without medicine our lives very short. Any medicine has two way to work. In past poisons were used widely. Sometimes they helped. Most time they killed patients. It is risk and benefits. Every time when I take medicine I do know, there are risk, and I accept it. I just try to get more benefits and eliminate risk as much as possible. But when medicine avoided, there is risk still, and no benefits.
Well, this is my philosophy. Doctors do have their own reason. They do have risk when they Rx medicine to patient. They do not have any benefits. So, they Rx these medicine which is less with risk. If this medicine kill patient, it is OK. Most important it does not do very fast, so there is no way to blame doctor for malpractice. Simple. So, doctors football patients from one to another, and we walk all around and about, but no benefits, just risk and failure.
I asked doctor, what are requirements to Rx caumadin? It is interesting, there must be clot in blood. Fantastic! How this clot possibly may be found? She gave me referral to another doctor. Why do I need it? This doctor will sent me to another doctor, and so so so on and on and on. Thank you so much. It is benefit for doctor I walk from one office to another. There is no benefits for me. I need what I need, and this is why I went to this office. I had hope. Now I do not have one.
Really, do I need to trust in this doctor and go to one she send me now? Am I full idiot? I hope I am not.
------- "How do you know you had stroke?" - asked doctor.
-------" I do", - I answered. Really, what else can I say? They see us as we are fool, know nothing, understand in medicine and our health. I am not going to break this believe. I do not care what MD know or believe. What I do know, there is no reason to trust in this doctor and go to another she pretend he will run test and Rx caumadine to me.
At first when I left office I was very angry. Who would not? But now I am OK with that. I just try to be patient. At least right now I do have Excedrin, and this medicine I do not need to have Rx. I can buy it in Costco. Excedrin kill my teeth. Now all of them crashed. Still, it is better to fix teeth then be death because of stroke fatal or fatal heart attack. Another door closed.
via Ravenvoron
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