Blood sugar is 105 mg/dl
In the morning it was looks like low sugar. I felt I am sick. But really sugar is good. Why do I feel in this way?
Yesterday I injected 450 units. Day before it was 463 units lantus solo star. I better expect low sugar. It is not. Sugar is just normal.
In the morning edema increased. Not every morning I wake up with snore in my lungs. It is pulmonary embolism. Some day it is better, other day it is worse. Some day I can snore all day long. It is not because of I sleep. I am not. It is water between cells in lungs. The same water is in heart and other organs. Body getting bigger and bigger. I buy clothing and before they delivered they are already too small. I regret I cannot sew. I can quilt a little. But I cannot sew clothing. So, I have to buy them. I cannot make one from two. No brain for that no hands.
Looks like I go from one crisis to another. When it would be over? No light. Just keep going, and take life as it is. At least right now I can stand, a little bit walk around home, and turn on my bed. I cannot dress or put on shoe. I even cannot put on jacket. Insurance will pay for home aid for me 200 visits a year. There is no home care company which will take my case. Or probably there is problem with my prime doctor. Anyway, I canceled last visit to his office. I have find someone better to be served.
It is sunny day in NYC. No snow yet. Worm and bright day.
Right now I am reading some books I got from Amazon. All of them are published before 1980. Why it is so interesting before 1980? Because of at that time WHO developed system how to diagnose and treat diabetes. I am not really sure about it. But I wish to dig dipper right to the roots of this type of diabetes, and where it come from.
At present time all what I see it is very commercial and political, social creation. There is no real medical condition to divide diabetes to the types. Stages, yes, as in any medical condition there are stages. They can be named as mild diabetes and up to the last stage of diabetes when diabetic is in coma and very lose to the last breath. It is obvious that different stages need to be treated differently. It is not in guidance of diagnose created by WHO or ADA.
Diagnose of diabetes based on the level of sugar in blood. If it is higher then normal, then it is diabetes. Treatment started. How? Based on what treatment started? There are level of sugar which is 130 mg/dl, higher then normal fasting sugar but lower then it can be when one is not fasting. And there is 799 mg/dl. How treatment may be the same?
For our medical industry it does not matter, why? Because of the goal is not to cure patient but to keep victim on the hook. If the goal was to cure diabetes then today, almost 100 years after insulin discovery, diabetes would not be number 7 cause of death. But it is now. Why? Because of treatment of diabetes cannot be done 'naturally' with herbs and goat milk. Humorously our medical society have no one idea how to use insulin. Do not worry about it. Diabetics are not stupid as it is presented by Media. We are really very very smart. We will find out and very soon how to inject insulin, what dose of insulin to inject. And myth that diabetics afraid of needles created by medical society. Little kids inject insulin into own belly, and adult would faint with needle? You must be kidding. We are not afraid of needles.
Ok, it is time for second shot. As I said, we do not afraid of needles. We take as many shots as it is needed.
In the morning it was looks like low sugar. I felt I am sick. But really sugar is good. Why do I feel in this way?
Yesterday I injected 450 units. Day before it was 463 units lantus solo star. I better expect low sugar. It is not. Sugar is just normal.
In the morning edema increased. Not every morning I wake up with snore in my lungs. It is pulmonary embolism. Some day it is better, other day it is worse. Some day I can snore all day long. It is not because of I sleep. I am not. It is water between cells in lungs. The same water is in heart and other organs. Body getting bigger and bigger. I buy clothing and before they delivered they are already too small. I regret I cannot sew. I can quilt a little. But I cannot sew clothing. So, I have to buy them. I cannot make one from two. No brain for that no hands.
Looks like I go from one crisis to another. When it would be over? No light. Just keep going, and take life as it is. At least right now I can stand, a little bit walk around home, and turn on my bed. I cannot dress or put on shoe. I even cannot put on jacket. Insurance will pay for home aid for me 200 visits a year. There is no home care company which will take my case. Or probably there is problem with my prime doctor. Anyway, I canceled last visit to his office. I have find someone better to be served.
It is sunny day in NYC. No snow yet. Worm and bright day.
Right now I am reading some books I got from Amazon. All of them are published before 1980. Why it is so interesting before 1980? Because of at that time WHO developed system how to diagnose and treat diabetes. I am not really sure about it. But I wish to dig dipper right to the roots of this type of diabetes, and where it come from.
At present time all what I see it is very commercial and political, social creation. There is no real medical condition to divide diabetes to the types. Stages, yes, as in any medical condition there are stages. They can be named as mild diabetes and up to the last stage of diabetes when diabetic is in coma and very lose to the last breath. It is obvious that different stages need to be treated differently. It is not in guidance of diagnose created by WHO or ADA.
Diagnose of diabetes based on the level of sugar in blood. If it is higher then normal, then it is diabetes. Treatment started. How? Based on what treatment started? There are level of sugar which is 130 mg/dl, higher then normal fasting sugar but lower then it can be when one is not fasting. And there is 799 mg/dl. How treatment may be the same?
For our medical industry it does not matter, why? Because of the goal is not to cure patient but to keep victim on the hook. If the goal was to cure diabetes then today, almost 100 years after insulin discovery, diabetes would not be number 7 cause of death. But it is now. Why? Because of treatment of diabetes cannot be done 'naturally' with herbs and goat milk. Humorously our medical society have no one idea how to use insulin. Do not worry about it. Diabetics are not stupid as it is presented by Media. We are really very very smart. We will find out and very soon how to inject insulin, what dose of insulin to inject. And myth that diabetics afraid of needles created by medical society. Little kids inject insulin into own belly, and adult would faint with needle? You must be kidding. We are not afraid of needles.
Ok, it is time for second shot. As I said, we do not afraid of needles. We take as many shots as it is needed.
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